Phew its 2 minutes till 12 middy-night, i just can't help it i feel so helpless. i have been stoning , feeling heavyhearted, watery , and thinking what would be like to see him and just talk to him. Will he understand me, how would we communicate, will he like me, how are we going to meet, can he see through me ... so on and so forth OR even we will end up like the Korean drama " The 18 year old bride" the lead actress in the show is 18 and the guy is 28 , the same 10 years apart like me and Lee just how , SOMEONE TELL ME HOW can all my fantasy happen, am i going crazy or just crazy in love with some one inside a CD and appears on a squarish box making my heart melt every second i see him, shedding tears that's still unsure if this is right. This cannot be my mood swings or anything like it this is what i really want. But is it enough?

time flys
11:58 pm